WAKE UP "AVI".....

These days are getting so damn boring that i dont even have a slight of an idea to overcome this....this is the final year of my college life and in many sense it should be the most eventful year for me....but nothing of that sort is really happening...

Its a fucking truth that i have never taken my life seriously any time but at the same time its also a truth that i never felt do dejected ever...i always used to make very ambitious plan but all of them got dumped some how or other....actually i think i am quite good at making plan,delivering motivational speeches but when its come to execution on me there lies the real problem....

A single word that describes me best is "MEDIOCRE" but this tag, better call this stigma of mediocrity sucks...it really hurts....i may not be mediocre in terms of talent but when it comes to dedication,devotion and discipline i am really nothing more than a fucking mediocre with Utopian dreams...."A HEDONISTIC WASTREL"!!@!

I dont really mean to say that you should follow a "rule book" to live your life...actually life is enjoyed when you dont follow any rules....but not following rules never means to go weird...but wasting your precious energy and not chasing your dream cant be justified in any sense...its really a bull-shit....

So its really a wake-up call for me before it gets too late.....

"WAKE UP AVI"